there must be some mighty powerful hormones or something coursing through my system at the moment – I spent today trying on like 150 bridesmaid dresses (bought one, strapless, a-line, full length, chocolate brown dupoinee silk with an empire waist shell pink sash – gorgeous!!)

and am now watching “Sweet Home Alabama” and started to get all weepy at the scene where Patrick Dempsey surprises Reese Witherspoon in Tiffany’s and asks her to pick a ring

yup, after all the crap I’ve been through over the past couple of years I still want the bloody fairytale

I guess I’ll have to deal with it once and for all when he gets back from surfing in Oregon …